I’ve never really thought about my fears. Who does? I’ve always figured I would comfort them head on when the time came. Today, I’m having an internal battle with my emotions about the one thing I fear the most. My heart. Perhaps, I should have been listening.
Fear, what is fear!? It’s simply a natural human emotion programmed in all of us as an instinct to potential danger. Is my heart in danger of breaking? What’s wrong with me!?
I’ve decided that all I can do is ride this wave of emotions and see where it takes me. I can’t help but over think every little detail and knowing that over thinking causes only negative thoughts I’m upset at myself. Why am I allowing the demons in my head to fill will me with fear? I guess, I just have to trust that everything will work out for the best and if it’s meant to be it will be. There is nothing more I can say because sometimes words are not enough.
Another draft just sitting in the vault of lost emotions: February 15, 2013 at 2:10pm.