Why is it so hard to talk to the ones you love? I have been on an emotional rollercoaster for the past week. My mind is on full speed and thinking a million thoughts per hour. Is that even possible? I am mentally exhausted.
I wish there was a machine I could hook into that would write all my thoughts as I think them. Now, that would be interesting! It would definitely save me writing time. 😉
I was talking to a dear friend and he noticed I was not my upbeat chirpy self and when he asked what was wrong, I went mute. I felt a knot in my throat and wanted to cry. I held back the tears and said I was fine. Needless to say, he didn’t believe me. Yup, he knows me very well. e___e I’m sorry!
“It is, what it is.” It’s NOT actually – It’s so much more, it’s just that you wouldn’t understand — maybe!? I don’t know why it’s still so hard to talk to you after all these years. Well love, you know that I don’t wear my emotions on my sleeve. Did I just answer my own question? HA! Do you even listen to any of my rants? I wonder if you will even read this. I will soon find out.
I’ve said a lot without saying anything at all. Go figure.
Moving forward… The hubby is slowly recovering and taking it one day at a time. I’m so glad he’s in good spirits. If it were me, I would be hiding under my covers. Staying strong is my only option.
To be continued…
Until later… Peace and Love xox